I wonder!!!

I wonder. Its been just two days, Im here in Iceland. Since 2nd August, the day I returned to India, I was waiting to come back and now I feel bored. The place is seems so familiar, same buildings, same people, same cars, the joy of discovering just isnt there. Its just the cold winds, snow and night thats new. I pack myself into the best winter clothes I bought from India, but still the wind seems to get in. I wonder I might be very cold inside, thats why everything just gets in.

My mentor wants me to come again, but strangely this time I dont want to. The long flights, never ending queues at IGI, the food in the flights have had their effect. I might land up getting a job here, but then what happens! I dont want to be a cynic here but I just wonder how would it work.

My friends in college are going to Manali on supposedly the last college trip we would have. Alternatively I would be traveling to Denmark and Sweden(or Germany) but I want to be in Manali! I dont know why? I again wonder that maybe, my fascination of traveling alone has flew away just like the daylight hours in Iceland.

Its disappointing but still, Life is wonderful. I thank god for giving me what I wished for. Just offer me a job so that I can work my way up the ladder fast and then return to India as soon as possible. Now thats what I want to do, writing sure helps you find out your inner thoughts!!!!! I wonder.