So Im back again after 4 months in oblivion just I feel that I have time.Yesterday one of cousins of mine told that even if you wrote once in months this creativity is worth appreciating . Well I don’t know vat he meant by that , writing blogs are by no means a creative work I just sit n write down vat I think is happening around me and is important enough to be inked . Its quite surprising that inspite of literally not doing any work I don’t have any time for blogging. But I have time for things that are of no use to me . I don’t know how are days passing by , the hours keep on ticking . At this age it is normally said that ur at the peak of ur productivity and and if its true then I know Im not getting any advantage out of it . Atleast I should addon/learn one thing daily in my armoury of intelligence but unfortunately I don’t do that either . Today I seemed to realize that in addition to becoming lethargic n lazy I have become a pessimist and keep on talking about all the bad things as my recent posts suggests. I like talking bout all that is not well but I have seen people who have even less than me and still they think them to be the kings of world . I must try tobe positive and think bout the things that I have rather than thinking bout the things I don’t . I have become too materialistic and don’t even know where Im heading after college . I think I need some counseling but whos here to counsel me , there are only my hostel mates who are in need of counseling even more than I do. I think I ll stop right here otherwise I ll realize where Im heading . I think that I have changed from a utter optimist to a a cynic , I ll not write further even if I want to , I want to be in ignorance as it is a bliss . thanks for being a part of this and reading all this crap if u reach till here….
Happiness and satisfaction is the want of everybody’s life and so is mine this is vat makes me go on…thankyou for being a part of my dis-satisfaction but I assure that I ll return with something nice and refreshing soon…..
Wait for that…
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I shall not give my opinion on whether writing blog is a creative thing or not. Because its usage is diverse. I for one use the blog to make myself clear what I am thinking. Sometimes, I lost myself within me and I want someone to pull me up, and that someone is usually me. Because my blog is a place where I regenerate myself. Resurgam, you can say.
You may not notice, but you do learn something new everyday. Because our attention is so easily diverted to other things so quickly that we do not notice things that does goes into our minds and remains there as experience.
But you are right on one thing, we all need a councellor, and some of us need a psychiatrist.
And I shall ask you not to stop, for we all must make a choice. And if you have decided, then may it be so.
In the pursuit of knowledge, we forgot the absolute truth.
In the pursuit of finding the meaning of life, we forgot to live.
In the pursuit of comfort, we forgot to be happy.
I guess I admire you for precisely this reason, that your vision is clear inspite of being
surrounded by several lazy bastards. And counselling is sorely needed.
About the wasted genius, I am so full of examples that my head reels. So the bitter medicine
would be to wake up, smell the coffee and go to work. We should search for scapegoats. We
should question ourselves. Are we giving our 100%. No ? Unless we reach this figure, we are
not qualified enough to bitch about college and facilites.
We should not search for scapegoats----typo
So you want to talk about creativity, productivity and similar stuff. Good. Let me just remind you that for most of us in our institute, these terms are like one-word-jokes.
Now that you remember the point, I will just say that optimism and pessimism are just two sides of a single coin. You don't have to be facing one of them at all times. Its you who controls this coin, who tosses it to show which side it turns up. YOU control your destiny, your decisions define what you will be.
Coming to learning things, well, it doesn't matter how many things you learn and in how many days. What matters is if you have a dream, an aim and do you learn those skills which are likely to help you achieve it.
Counsellors...... I think I am the best one for myself. Go search yours.
@Johney.......
You are very correct about decisions and experience.
Will you try to be a little less poetic or for that matter a little less philosophical. You're so abstract.......
@Manish Chauhan.......
I don't know about visions of people. Atleast I don't know about Ankit's....(I mean it, Ankit)
But you will not call me a lazy bastard.
It just so happens that I am Ankit's neighbour. But then if you look at it closely, yes, I am not among those by whom he is surrounded all the time and for heaven's sake, I am not lazy.
Never........
And you might be correct about your genius head, but you certainly are correct when you say....
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Are we giving our 100%. No ? Unless we reach this figure, we are
not qualified enough to bitch about college and facilites.
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gud to see ur back
n why worry wht d blog is for..its ur own space..let it be whtever u want it to be.
n boy do i need a counsellor for sure
n ur still an optimist in my books..seein d better shades of things
as for all of us goin to d bin...
evyone is right in sayin we should give our 100%....
but den if i was so brilliant tht i could have done evythin on my own...n d biggest of all motivated myself to study without ny help...i wouldnt be here in d first place
but still gud to see...people are ready to look inside themselves first
aur yaar keep scribblin..itna lamba brk phir mat lena :)
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